Your misery's a
symphony,
your thoughts a
disaster.
It's a cattle prod
grenade,
this sorrow serenade,
yet I trip as I
swallow
and break through the
marrow.
My soul's sometimes
deep
and other times
shallow.
Vexed and confused
as I float in refuse.
I'm lost and I'm
reeling
from all that I'm
feeling.
And I stumble - on -
my - words
Yes I stumble - on -
my - words
Sometimes mumble
through the world
Or simply - stumble -
on - my - words
A Schindler chin
that can hold all
within.
Decisions and duties
that battle for the
beauty
Of a victorious nod
that claims all as
God,
getting lost and
withdrawn
a selfish night
without dawn.
I'm thinking and
stealing
from memories
revealing,
at times lost and
confused,
or dazed and amused.
And I stumble - on -
my - words
Yes I stumble - on -
my - words
But I smile
get up
learn
grow
Dust myself
And move on.
Even if on occasion
I stumble on my words.